May 13, 2016

 

 

The truth behind a misconception

far too private to explain,

but amazing how a lack of knowledge

can put on one, such extra strain.

 

The truth behind a misconception,

as constricting as barbed wire.

Wind travelling in the wrong direction

killing the flame of loves desire. 

 

 

April 14, 2016

 

 

Vague shadows of a life now past;

a ticking time-bomb, beating fast.

A melting moment, soon dissolved,

when so in love, when so involved.

 

Vague glimpses of those vibrant rooms;

such laughter once, now catacombs.

And only echoes left behind,

as each word spoken, brought to mind.

 

Vague hopes of meeting – not a chance;

a fool indeed, who dares, a backward glance.

Why kill the dream, the mind holds pure?

Though the pain of loss, hard to endure!

 

Vague memories finally put to bed;

no more, thoughts linger in the head.

An exorcism, now executed

No more, the heart is persecuted.

 

Vague thoughts of everything I do,

from the last second that you withdrew.

In truth, a blur, a tormented hell;

a lone existence – this empty shell.

 

Vague shadows of a life now through;

you’re done with me, I’m done with you.

So tightly hands held ‘goodbye grips’,

til the last touch of finger tips.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Needing a side-kick

comes at a price.

Questioning one’s judgement,

once, maybe twice.

 

Needing some ‘me’ time,

away from myself.

An out of body experience,

leaving me on the shelf.

 

Needing some freedom –

choking on stifled air.

But life is a beggar,

when nobody’s there.

 

Needing an overall;

the engine to re-tune.

Now you’ve gone to God’s heaven,

I’ll be joining you real soon.

 

 

 

 

 

 

November 1, 2015

 

 

Oh love, that deep

within me sleeps.

A rested soul

til daybreak peeps,

when together, onward

we walk freely;

two souls as one,

unseen, but clearly

united in death,

as in life, the same.

Oh love so deep,

You came, you came.

 

Your forever promise

you did fulfill,

to stay by me,

through winters chill.

No flesh to touch.

No tears to dry.

No look of love

seen in your eye.

But still you’re here

as my heart weeps.

Oh love that deep

within me sleeps.

 

 

 

 

What a waste of emotion,

a life of regret.

What an indulgent fantasy,

a love, one cannot forget.

 

 

September 24, 2015

 

 

Half naked dancing with desire;

no thought of what may yet transpire.

The fairies moved with gentle ease,

and tiptoed lightly in the breeze.

The elves retired, their whim complete;

to do what elves do, in the heat.

 

 

 

June 24, 2015

 

 

Old love that came

at dead of night,

into my mind

by satellite,

 

and touched my heart

like once before,

then just as quickly,

closed the door.

 

Old love that is

a lifetime sin,

that should stay buried

deep within,

 

Yet surfaces,

from time to time;

never free am I,

from this ancient crime.

 

Old love that is

a burden heavy.

Give me a break,

I’ve paid the levy.

 

No future built

on heartache’s glow.

The time is right,

old love, please go.

 

Old love that is,

too hot to handle,

like dying embers

of a candle.

 

Pray leave me now;

no future can there be,

to my loving you,

or you loving me.

 

Old love that was

the only thing,

to ever make

my young heart sing.

 

Take with you knowledge;

of this be certain.

You were the one,

now draw the curtain.

 

 

 

 

 

May 29, 2015

 

 

He’s the ring to my rang.

He’s the hold to my hang.

He’s the sting to my bang.

He’s the cling to my clang.

 

He’s the ying to my yang.

He’s the zest to my tang.

He’s the ching to my chang.

He’s the repair to my prang. 

 

 

May 7, 2015

 

 

And of the ones he

thought who might,

he found Delphinia

a total delight!

 

She tapped into,

his inner senses.

They experimented with

unknown consequences.

 

And of the ones he

thought who might,

his gut feeling was

to prove him right.

 

By dawn Delphinia

was on her way.

No questions asked

at close of play.

 

But how small the world

with the travelling elite;

she found Mendotta to be sat

in the very next seat.

 

(They had once attended

the same ‘Finishing School’,

in Switzerland,

where the air is cool.)

 

And she passed on to Mendotta,

the number of a guy,

who she nicknamed ‘Perry’,

who she suggested, she try.

 

Astonished, Mendotta

accepted with grace;

at the same time feeling

a flush to her face!

 

Later, the ladies ‘air kissed’

and went separate ways.

How temptation, tantalisingly,

with the mind, stays!

 

 

 

 

 

January 18, 2015

 

 

A dove flew by

to tell me,

that you were

doing fine.

 

He said you

loved me still,

and that I

mustn’t pine.

 

A second dove

then joined him,

and whispered

in his ear,

 

saying you’d

sent a PS

that I should

wipe away my tear!

 

 I told the doves

to go back,

and tell you to

take a better view.

 

The tears are

for myself

as I have the

bloomin’ Flu.

 

and they’ll also

have a PS,

when back to you

they swoop.

 

I’m sure you’ve

guessed my message,

with this hint,

of pending poop!

 

You see the 

crux of the matter,

(so hard to deal with,

I find.)

 

is that I can’t

forgive you Darling,

for leaving me

behind!

 

 

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